greated

Then , next day was the activity , wow .. why always like this , the last min work .. like this called well-organised ..

last min . den they are finding e materials for e game ...they told my friend , yu qin to orgainsed e game , with a box , this was told abt two weeks but she told her that wad materials she need , jsut tell her n find her find .. but she nv help her find , nv informed anything abt e game .. she was totally bluh abt it .. wad was e worst , was .. hanji did nt came .. for e activity .. den we cannot find e materils .. i went around around e whole school like mad woman .. to find e materials , den wad e two leader , veneza n linda ,,nv help to find , nv mind ,, change e game ,, looking for e materials in e club board .. nv informed .. early , made finding e box .. around e school ...

it was already 1.45 pm .. yet i was still in school . i was should be out of e school .. collecting e food ... be cos e helping .. end up in school yet they dun appecaited .. giving a face like .. my friend n i own them a living ..

hmmx .. my backdone was hurt while collecting foods as my friend was at e guard there , only e two of us .. hmmx , lucily gt a kind aunt help me .. carry out of e guard door


hmmmx ... during end of e acitvity , stupid lox .. it was nt my my friend fault at all .. that e orginal was nt able to carry out ..

yet the linda n ms lam .. indirectly shoot her .. aso at me n anna .. saying that her leader was working v hard , we all shld respect all ...

i was angry that i shoot out that it was nt yu qin fault at all .. i was saying out e true fact nt picking on any pple ...

i felt badly that she was hurt , as i am e one who get her in ,yet this happend , dun hw to face her . felt v guilty n bad abt it .. somemore i kp telling her that it was a gd cca .. yet it happend that when things happend occurs , they will push e fault to others , she say she regreat .joining .. i kp saying sorry to her . n aso i really know wad to do to her

aso .. just be cos i say it was nt my friend fault , they say that i nv respect them as BOD ..

will there be any one to understand hw i felt ?

my feeling for e club has gone ... three years already .. of been an interactors is fine to me .. but helping someone , but they dun apprecaited is ok .. i dun nd it .,. helping is blessing to me .. but please understand dun take it for granted .. n aso .. i only helping as favour , dun take it that it was my job .. no respect at all ..

giving all e opinin , but they dun take it down ,, haix ., is my three years nt worth of it arh .. den ur few months .experince is good n was right only arh ? I dun liek pple kping using BOD of e name ,, to tell them members to do things .. when i say .. to her .. y u wan to say that , so proud arh / she say she was kidding .. i dun think it was funny at all ..

my three years of full heart helping e club doing things .. in and out , around .. nt worth it of e respect arh .. ?
I know e only teacher who was understanding nw was mrs cross .. close to me ..