i miss my grandma

i miss my grandma who was already 76 years old , she had been taking care of me since the day i was born , she protect me , carry me in and out of malaysia , also .. my grandfather n all my aunts too

The one who i close , care for me , dote for me . was no rather than my grandma , a person who will be there for me no matter what has happend in my life .. She had never left me at all ..

But now .. she left me , went back to malaysia to acomanpy my grandfather , he can take care of her , my grandma is sick , weak heart ..

I really cant not be self-fish to let her stay with me , as i know she will not be happy if she continute to stay at my house .. And moreever, she had been take care of me since i was born , nw is the time for her to relax ..

IT is the time for me to take care of myself .. Even my grandma do not left me now, i knwo it well myself that one of those days , she will still left me for good .. as she is so old already .

BUt i raelly not used to the days without her at home , no one to talk to me , no one to sleep with me , no one to care for me ..

haix ... i wan to go back segamant to visit my grandparent , but how to go back my hoils was busy with all my social work ... how ?

I know it well .. , i should be go back , therefore on the 2 july , after y -camp , i will go back .. I cant be like this , do so much of social work , but neglact my grandparent feeling , they miss me so much ..

If i do not spend time with them , one of those day .. if they are gone ..

i will regreat for sure , and feel bad for not spending time with them

I will definitely , wont let the matter to happend

To my grnadparent , i miss u all , without u all , i wont be in this world ..