A refreshing day

wow .. so great .. to have meet up with wan ni .. xioa wei ( former , forme, former BOD) visiting marry low , the elderly who was 83 years old ..
she was lonely , without any children to visit her .. so far ..
e last time that we visit her , she nd pple to feed her .. but today so glad to see her feeding herself ... Wow .. i think e greatest gift was that , e best BOD badage , seeh yah ..yu ling , xiao wei n e rest adopt her on the road on put in the home ..

She was so happy to see us .. i was glad that i was able to visit her , in the past , we will told by the teachers that only e BOD will be allow to visit her. Last badage , gt hui lee , wan ni , joanna to visit her ...

Then .. guess ... this badage ,, they all did not knew abt it bah ..
If tehy know it one day , hope that they will visit them ..
it was such a heartwarming to touch a lonely elderly heart simply by visiting her ..

greated

Then , next day was the activity , wow .. why always like this , the last min work .. like this called well-organised ..

last min . den they are finding e materials for e game ...they told my friend , yu qin to orgainsed e game , with a box , this was told abt two weeks but she told her that wad materials she need , jsut tell her n find her find .. but she nv help her find , nv informed anything abt e game .. she was totally bluh abt it .. wad was e worst , was .. hanji did nt came .. for e activity .. den we cannot find e materils .. i went around around e whole school like mad woman .. to find e materials , den wad e two leader , veneza n linda ,,nv help to find , nv mind ,, change e game ,, looking for e materials in e club board .. nv informed .. early , made finding e box .. around e school ...

it was already 1.45 pm .. yet i was still in school . i was should be out of e school .. collecting e food ... be cos e helping .. end up in school yet they dun appecaited .. giving a face like .. my friend n i own them a living ..

hmmx .. my backdone was hurt while collecting foods as my friend was at e guard there , only e two of us .. hmmx , lucily gt a kind aunt help me .. carry out of e guard door


hmmmx ... during end of e acitvity , stupid lox .. it was nt my my friend fault at all .. that e orginal was nt able to carry out ..

yet the linda n ms lam .. indirectly shoot her .. aso at me n anna .. saying that her leader was working v hard , we all shld respect all ...

i was angry that i shoot out that it was nt yu qin fault at all .. i was saying out e true fact nt picking on any pple ...

i felt badly that she was hurt , as i am e one who get her in ,yet this happend , dun hw to face her . felt v guilty n bad abt it .. somemore i kp telling her that it was a gd cca .. yet it happend that when things happend occurs , they will push e fault to others , she say she regreat .joining .. i kp saying sorry to her . n aso i really know wad to do to her

aso .. just be cos i say it was nt my friend fault , they say that i nv respect them as BOD ..

will there be any one to understand hw i felt ?

my feeling for e club has gone ... three years already .. of been an interactors is fine to me .. but helping someone , but they dun apprecaited is ok .. i dun nd it .,. helping is blessing to me .. but please understand dun take it for granted .. n aso .. i only helping as favour , dun take it that it was my job .. no respect at all ..

giving all e opinin , but they dun take it down ,, haix ., is my three years nt worth of it arh .. den ur few months .experince is good n was right only arh ? I dun liek pple kping using BOD of e name ,, to tell them members to do things .. when i say .. to her .. y u wan to say that , so proud arh / she say she was kidding .. i dun think it was funny at all ..

my three years of full heart helping e club doing things .. in and out , around .. nt worth it of e respect arh .. ?
I know e only teacher who was understanding nw was mrs cross .. close to me ..

In this world, anything / people can be change

It has never been my expected result that a understnading teacher that i had know for three years had change ..

She had given a answer that i know that she is nt e sort of pple , when se give me e answer by ansering me that yes i do that sumetimes though e leader ... she is lie to me , she think i dun know her .. I can know a person charcter even i dun really spent a lots time on e person ..
All the while , e past e two years i had been helping in LB .. so i know that she is nt e sort of pple that will inform e person to do work indirectly ..

finally i know e trust from her personally , actually back to the thoughts , i should not ask her as i realised that a created a trouble that .. she went forward to tell anna .. that i told her that she dun like veneza .. wad the crap .. since when i say that .. she even say to her that u r nt in :Lb , jsut helping only so u dun know anthing n dun know them well , in no position to comment abt them , they r ur leader , u must respect them ...

Wad she talking abt , ? does she know ? i pay good person for nth lax .. getting pple to LB , yet she dun apprecaited and say such a crap to her
Nw .. she is angry with me .. with the though that i told her abt it that y she talk to her so badly ...It has nth to do with anna .. y .. y . I dun understand... she was my close friend .. i felt so gulity for yu qin n anna .. they was incoennt .. I had lose her as my friend ..

I only ask her abt e incident , just wan to clear e matter .. telling her wad happend in e previous activity , wad i had went though .. that i had been used by them , taken for granted ..

she dun believe , push all e fault to me .. say i nt nice to pple ,rude n v straight-fowrad , cannot express myself well den nt talk ..
den sya joanna, hui lee tehy apprecaited and close to me be cos they can take it of my charcter , dun knwo hw to judge me tat y ..

she should nt say that as she dun understand me at all

I sould nt say anything at all , regreat it ., should know it that she know her pple so much that kp syaing they r v good , she has make e right of chossing them ..

23 june-god bless me

Today , althrought i only volunteer in my own project in the group , but never up to suprised i am not been left-out . i have a fun , kowing different project volunteers.

My group 3, won the first prize , so lucky ,...never expect at all ..
After the race , we all went to somerset to have our dinner /
Carina , my good friend call me , to have a drink at 10 pm at chinatwon

Then guess what mah ? i rechaed there on dot , but after waiting for her for about 30 mins , she call mi to tell mi that her friend is not gg ..
Then we change place to orchard , wait for her another 15 mins
then we go k-box , sing until , 2.30 am .. spend all my money , 30 dollars

She actually want to lent me money but she herself , no much money left
so after seeing her off the cab , i actually wnated to spend one night at the orchard hotel chair .. as i do not had any money left for cab ..

Then come to think , it was near 2.45 am .. i was so tired that i wna to went home . so i wlak around the street , saw a line of cab , asking them if they could drive me back , when tehy do not have moeny , they rejected

Just then , one uncle was kind , he called me , when he saw me walking along the road , ask me when wda happend ? then he drive me home without thinking that he has loss a business of 20 plus ..

I am so grateful to meet a kind people ..

I have never expected that in this world , such people still exit

i miss my grandma

i miss my grandma who was already 76 years old , she had been taking care of me since the day i was born , she protect me , carry me in and out of malaysia , also .. my grandfather n all my aunts too

The one who i close , care for me , dote for me . was no rather than my grandma , a person who will be there for me no matter what has happend in my life .. She had never left me at all ..

But now .. she left me , went back to malaysia to acomanpy my grandfather , he can take care of her , my grandma is sick , weak heart ..

I really cant not be self-fish to let her stay with me , as i know she will not be happy if she continute to stay at my house .. And moreever, she had been take care of me since i was born , nw is the time for her to relax ..

IT is the time for me to take care of myself .. Even my grandma do not left me now, i knwo it well myself that one of those days , she will still left me for good .. as she is so old already .

BUt i raelly not used to the days without her at home , no one to talk to me , no one to sleep with me , no one to care for me ..

haix ... i wan to go back segamant to visit my grandparent , but how to go back my hoils was busy with all my social work ... how ?

I know it well .. , i should be go back , therefore on the 2 july , after y -camp , i will go back .. I cant be like this , do so much of social work , but neglact my grandparent feeling , they miss me so much ..

If i do not spend time with them , one of those day .. if they are gone ..

i will regreat for sure , and feel bad for not spending time with them

I will definitely , wont let the matter to happend

To my grnadparent , i miss u all , without u all , i wont be in this world ..

mic - bowling outing

i was disappointed with all of them , nw even on outing , they are also late . Bad example , then the storytelling is next thrusday , 28 june yet they did not do anything at all , not worry at all .. Do not brother at all .
not to inform about the meeting dates to practice , how can ?
the costumer should be in-charge by the backstage people , yet they are not informed at all . What are the drama-head and backsatge doing ?
There are no communication at all .. between the exco member. '

Ya , we should know the members in mic , have fun , but should spend some times to talk about the current project , is it ?
They are just exco by name only , they did not much things at all , only when madn salinah are around then they do work .
The cca roadshow, is very bad exapmle that they had did , everything was done by me , went around , busy with the stuff , getting people .
I felt great to be there , as i know if i was not there , things will be like a shirt . I was there to shout at there for not doing work , i do not care even they are exco anot ..

Anyway .I know something well , both cca are the same .. Althrough i do say i lost of interest for the cca , but actually i do care about the cca welfare in the heart .

Secondly, i also know something very well , also i think everyone in school know it well , n seen well too ./ Althrough i have two CCA .. but however , I have 2 cca, my heart is in intearct club no matter what happend , what has change in intearct club , spend all my times at there no matter i have self-bleonging anot , get any respect - trust anot ..


why , why , why .. I love my cca so much .. this is should not be the case actually ..

jurong frog farm

Today , was an fun and great fine day ..

i learn a lots of frog education from the frog farm trip ... , a things that suprised me was in the morning , need to wait the interactors at the tao payoh control station . They was quite puntucal , but the less , there is two person who cant make it , call them abt 20 times then reply me ..

hahahah .,. another things that suprised me was , today , thought-out whole trip,none of them take initivate to help the elderly , they just simply stand at concer and talking among themselves , teacher did not say any single words , she say once she say , will make people angry , so she cant be brother at all .

I run around the places , taking pictures , today , i realised another thinfs about me was , i love taking pictures , was aso another fun interest , as it show the nature re-action of a person .. I aso went around talking to the elderly , play with mrs goh children .. hEr children was so ctue ..